

emotionHave you ever had anyone tell you they "think" they're in love with someone? More often than not, all it is, is pure infatuation. I, on the other hand, believe I have been in love for quite some time, and still am. Infatuation lasts a couple months maybe, but what I feel has been haunting me for going on four years now. I tried once to sum up what I felt in a conversation with a friend who "thought" he was in love. I tried to tell him that if he were in love he would know it. He then asked how he would know. All I could tell him was what I felt. I started off by saying it captivates you, a completely overwhelming feeling. All you can think abemotion


self portraitWhen I look at myself in a mirror, or think of how other people see me, the first thing I notice is how I look. Your outward appearance seems to be what people automatically judge you by, even if just to an extent.self portrait
I dress differently, and I act differently than most people. If you were to look at me, and judge me by appearance and not by noticing I am a person, you would possibly say that I look mean and that I don't care. Or that I want to be alone and depressed.
But to actually get to know me, you would find that it is almost the exact opposite. Yes, I can be mean but I am a nice person. To see me with my friends, I laugh and


Why?Why is my soul so restless? I feel as if my heart is bleeding for something... or someone... but I'm never happy... truely happy... when I'm with someone. I wish there was a way to know what my soul is craving...Why?
In the darkness when the only sound is that of your own heart beat... Can you figure out what it is that your soul craves, needs, and longs for in order for your soul to be complete? A cure to the aching... a stop to the pain? Why must this life be based on trial and error? Why must everything be so hard and hurt so much? Why does life test you so often? Why are there so many unanswered questions?
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Shadow of the Wood
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Per aspera ad astra.
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Yeah... That's true...
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Don't lie me cuz I kill U!!
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There are three side effects of acid. Enchanced long term memory, decreased short term memory, and I forget the third. - Dr. Timothy Leary (1920 - 1996)
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I will be heard.
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